The loneliest place in the world is without You
Too many of my days Lord, I’ve tried to spend there
Searching for what I know was only found in You
I strayed so far away, I wasn’t sure You were still there
But deep in my heart was a faint security
And I could almost feel Your open arms
And hear You say to me

Prodigal son, come back to my love
You are the one, that my heart seeks for
Whatever you’ve done, I cannot even remember
Although there are many in my house
It’s still empty without my prodigal son

Have You so much mercy You would pardon me
It’s so hard to believe Your love would hide my sins
And even though You take the past far away from me
Could this be a chance to have my place in You again
Speak clear to me Lord that my faith would fully mend
If this is a chance to come home
Then would You please say again

And what makes you think, I’m no longer your Father
For nothing can separate you from My love
And each day I go out to the road where you departed
Saying maybe today my lost one will come
And in hopes of your return I stand with open arms saying

Irene says:
i can't believe i've just taken expired maggi
Irene says:
and my gut kept telling me something's wrong
Ivy says:
u can take it
Ivy says:
so long as u mi goreng it
Ivy says:
i think
Irene says:
no..i cooked soup it
Irene says:
dropped in an egg
Ivy says:
well...i think it's the wax on the noodle that goes bad
Ivy says:
take it from someone with lots of experience
Irene says:
when i tink of it, the noodle does taste really bad
Ivy says:
just boil it off and it'll taste fine
Ivy says:
the seasoning is fine too
Irene says:
no, it really taste weird
Ivy says:
yah i know
Irene says:
shit!!!!!!!!!
Irene says:
possible diarrhoea coming up
Ivy says:
free ride
Ivy says:
i read in the papers that they are using dogs to sniff out pirated cd's
Ivy says:
yah
Irene says:
i don really constipate nowadays..
Irene says:
shit..and i was hungry..
Ivy says:
good good
Irene says:
looking for salvation in maggi. but it totally betrayed me
Ivy says:
just only?
Irene says:
yes just. i just washed the plates and called it a day
Ivy says:
Irene says:
even the soup taste weird
Irene says:
should i vomit
Ivy says:
u were too hungry to stop?
Irene says:
yea..sorta..
Ivy says:
u shd hav some other alternative at hand
Ivy says:
to save u
Ivy says:
haha
Irene says:
i kept telling my mind, the good part is yet to come
Irene says:
taste bud abit slow today, which i found weird
Irene says:
and i put in so much of the seasoning. ha.
Ivy says:
eek
Ivy says:
double eek
Irene says:
damm it
Ivy says:
so i don't want to repeat myself....u know wht to do next time right?
Ivy says:
about 1/4 to 1/3 of the seasoning will do for mi goreng
Ivy says:
hehehe
Irene says:
huh..what u talking about
Irene says:
1/4??
Irene says:
1/3???
Ivy says:
a quarter of the seasoning packet?
Irene says:
wah. i went from 1/2 to 3/4
Irene says:
haha.

DRESSES

I stumbled upon little black book's blogspot..lol..and decided to post some of my favourite gorgeous dresses from their label..mainly for MY own entertainment purposes. Looking at dresses make me happy..lol =) So here they are in no particular order..








Happyness...hehehe. I have the last one, though in brown. Darn it, blue looks nice too!

~pictures are obviously courtesy of littleblackbookmy.blogspot.com

Change my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You

You are the potter
I am the clay
Mold me and make me
This is what I pray

One of my grandaunt passed away last week, which we last visited her during CNY. She looked terminal then. She had lung cancer, although a non-smoker. We reckoned it was due to passive smoking, since both her sons were smokers. At times like this, I just can't help to be angry at all those people who are smokers and have overlooked their loved ones for the sake of their own selfish content. Come on, for goodness sake!

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Sometimes, reading other people's blogs give me some insight into my past and how I was so blind. I think I've screwed up some of my relationships with people I used to be close to. And I didn't even remember how we got to being such strangers.

Currently, I'm trying to work out how I can refinance my car, or probably sell it off..quit my other commitments (like fitness center and my liking to shop) to ultimately quit my job. I'm still thinking when I should as I wanted to get 3 years from my current job, but I don't think I'm doing such a good job in time management and especially in managing the people, i.e managers/clients. February next year seems like a long time to go, which means I need to go through another peak period, which I totally dread. And since I'm so retarded in my social skills, that kinda made the situation better.

After quitting, I would like to take time off, stay with sister over in UK and see how long I can live off her. lol..

hating life...I need a break.

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by the way, I was really surprised to get an sms from some people from sfx who invited me to join their choir..wonder how they got my number, since I have hardly spoken to them and never thought they knew I existed..what is even more weird, I don't even join the choir in ckk. Really weird...