A Little Reminder

Today i went to Arrupe Chapel. I've never been there on an afternoon. It was a good thing i went. It was a lovely, sunny day too. It was mostly peaceful, well, aside from the drum pounding from a neighbouring school. Heh, I sound like a kindergardener...is that how you spell that? Oh well.

Anyways, it is a nice little nook, with a little swirling fan (which usually is not put on that mode) and windows overseeing, well greeneries and nothing else. Probably just the tar road. There's a large silhouetted figure of Jesus in the middle of the chapel against a wall studded with pebbled bricks. And there was Jesus next to His silhouette.

I said a prayer, which I think was hardly a well-structured one, although it was the best I could concoct at that time. I had a feeling that my prayers are so "luan" and boring that I think God sometimes would fall asleep hearing it.

Anyways, after closing the prayer, I kinda noticed that the tabernacle was suddenly lit (I seriously thought it wasn't when I came in). So was kinda wondering who would have lit it. Heh. I didn't think about it too much tho, but had a slight urge to go out for a breath of fresh air (like for a smoke...right), drink some water and find an open washroom. So I went on out with my little water bottle and saw my car lights was on. Woh...I thought. No wonder the alarm kept going off everytime I opened the car door. Blur me.

What a coincidence with lights today, both in the tabernacle and my car's. God was so kind today...Thanks God! I'd probably have to call for a battery replacement if not... =( Today, I learnt that I want to see myself depend more on God. People would hurt us and let us down and I pray that He would give me the strength to let go of some things that I'm struggling to and to move on.