WW3--Wonderful World, the 3rd Realm. lol.

Ya know, back when I was in high school, I used to follow all this irc/online-ing frenzy trends such as having a cybersis(s), where one consequentially became a petsis, before she dumped me.. heeh.. Hey, I was damm hurt man. She dumped me for a cuter gal! lol.. or prolly she can't stand me being cuter kua.. Then there was a cyberbro (who i incidentally found out to be alive and kicking on friendster) and ahem... all these ppl who send me birthday cards whom I've never met before.. and even one particular guy who I was totally crazy about.. (more in awhile).

It's actually pretty amusing when I think about it as I was relating it to a friend the other day. Years then, heh.. think was about form 3? Notti notti.... pmr year and it just had to be the year I found this new realm of reality--well anyway.. me and my friends--we were so "into" this new realm of reality as it were where it terbawak-bawak till in classroom. Chatting using papers and putting up nice chatrooms and inviting others to come and yak.. passing the papers around while the teacher is well.. ya know, teaching.

Well that aside, I even remember terikut-ikut my friends to do the YMCA anyway.. like stand up while the teacher was scribbling on the whiteboard (well, obviously with her back before us) and going on about some calculus thing or issit some e=mc2 thingy. Oopss.... wrong class. lol. Well we just stood up and just flung our hands in the air in the form of the acronym.. while the others were sniggering.. never thought I was so notti ya?

Yeah well.. back to IRC..

I met this guy in some pj school chatroom #samad. Or issit #smsj? Dunno lar... too many.. That time, I was hunting for some cute chessplayer--preferably in the national team (I know, I'm abit sad and lame).. think still am. Which explains why ppl kept coming to me sayin, you are those ppl who look really young but is actually oldddd rite.... haha. I need to grow up more. Oh, did I forget to mention? I'm abit of a chessnut back then... and I was quite coined with that nickname in highschool.... which is totally uncool when I think about it now. Blek..

Well, as I was busy scouting, I did happen to find that cute chessplayer on #samad. He's damm cute man. I can still remember when I was in this tourney. He didn't know me, then I happened to pass by--on my way back to the tourney room. Then I saw him. And he smiled. Aww... cute la that guy. Like Nick Carter look-alike (way, way, back then)...

Funnily there was this other guy who happened to message me at about the same time when I stumbled on that cute national chessplayer. And I think the only reason why he msg-ed me is becoz I was using some chessplayer nickname like kasprv or something.. guess he also looking for cute chessplayer yeah.

Anyway, from then on, he kept msg-ing me on IRC.. and I was just--oklor, layan him. At that time, he didn't interest me that much, since he doesn't play chess. So I will be waiting for the cute national chessplayer and while waiting, will chat with this guy. Funnily, he was always online. hah.. then when I always see him online and we yak-ed, I kinda.. well.. like to talk to him. He's pretty interesting and we are about the same frequency, lol. I even yak-ed more with him than the cute national chessplayer. harhar...

Then he wanted to meet me and he somehow went into #cbn and talked to a whole bunch of my friends to check me out. Well, he wanted to have breakfast. But I was on strict policy not to meet ppl whom I've met online. Plus, ya know what he told me? He told me he is very, very ugly. And his grades were pretty bad.. and that scared me a little.. hmm.. must remember.. that time my mind was 15 years old. lol. Anyway, it was also partly becoz my parents would sooo kill me.

Then one day, I got cheated, by my friends... we met up to skate, kononnye... set me up. Suddenly, he was there. Wah.... my friend told me. And I was like.. stumped. I was so stumped and embarassed of course.. that I pretend I didn't know he was there. At that time, he was ugly to me. It kinda grew into me when he represented himself as one and it kind of met the reality although that was not true of course.

He's actually really good-looking. To me, that is.. Well the best part is yet to come.

After a few months I think, I went for a chess tournament, in Sunway College. And do you know who was there? That guy. And you know what else? His name was listed as one of the top chessplayers in the country. He's a damm good national chessplayer. Which, sadly, I never noticed before. And I was like..... what?!? And all this while, I treated him like a normal person.. I even remember explaining to him something about chess. Feel damm stupid man.... And I was like... super super pissed. He totally misrepresented himself online. Never in a million years... he's in the nationals? haih....

Till today, I'm still wondering whether he was trying to be modest i.e to get me to like him for who he is or just being a plain con-artist.

Then, I can't remember what happened after that.. it kinda desolved. Together with my IRC days. But I did see him around in tournaments but I don't think he recognises me or probably he doesn't want anything to do with me. Yea well. I don't blame him.

What a ride. An ironic one

Funny how I can yak soo much online but when you meet me in person I'm a person of little words... and I just remembered... have to do up all those darn audit programs!!! argh....