Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude
You are the one thing that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you

'Cause your light shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first star at night
I'd be lost in space without you

And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good?

But it's all right, I know you're out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you

~Lighthouse Family

Long lost song I heard in the car. Nice lyrics. Now, why can't anyone sing that to me? I'm waiting... =P

A feeble attempt to stir, fry, boil, steam, toast, grill, whatever, to get my brains go through some form of activity!!

Don't know why on and off, I'll be dreaming about this fishes in a fishtank. The water keeps getting murkier each time this scene appear in my dream. Not to mention, I kept getting panicked not knowing when was the last time I've fed the poor fishes. They look like the same ones...sad.
Lesson #1: DO NOT get a fish.

My brains are not working...I really need to hit some books, like now, seriously. Sometimes, I can't even follow conversations, simply because I couldn't catch what people are saying, not that I'm disinterested. The other day when I went for an interview, I found out that I seriously sucked at BM! I can't write what I want to simply because I don't know the words I wanted to express..so I just strike out the point I wanted to write...what the crap. Darn it...I enjoyed being smart. I was smart before! I like how teachers treat me when I was smart. I want that back! Give me back my brains! haha. sad.
Lesson #2: Pick up a book and start reading!

I'm such a Gemini. I get along best with only one friend at a time. Hard for me to go in packs.
Lesson #3: I'm such a keeper! You know you have my full attention, dear friend. hahahaah.

I dreamt about this guy from work who asked me to be his gf. It was so sweet, and cause of that I kinda liked him, just because he appeared in my dream! haha, like that also can ah. Now shy adi whenever see him around. Just shows how kesian-ed I am. What the crap..
Lesson #4: Wake up earlier and stop day-dreaming (like sleeping during the day), before you fall for everyone in the office and start acting silly.

One more I promise..nowadays, I feel bravier going to the gym. After reading about all this gay stories, and witnessing some really friendly scenarios at the weight-lifting section, lol, I feel that there are other species who should feel more insecure than the x-chromosome ones. haha. This one no lesson, just enjoy gym to the max!

ok, wanna go sleep liao. the end.

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...

We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

~Steven Curtis Chapman

I love this song. Although it's really sad. Was listening to this CD while picking out some songs for Anne. His songs are pretty awesome..

On Top Of Spaghetti

(Not entirely original but pretty much)
By Tom Glazer

On top of spaghetti all covered with cheese.
I lost my poor meatball when somebody sneezed.

It rolled off the table, it rolled on the floor,
And then my poor meatball rolled out of the door.

It rolled in the garden and under a bush,
And then my poor meatball was nothing but mush.

The mush was as tasty as tasty could be,
And early next summer it grew to a tree.

The tree was all covered, all covered with moss.
It grew great big meatballs and tomato sauce.

So if you eat spaghetti all covered with cheese,
Hold on to your meatball 'cause someone might sneeze.

And yeah, toilets hate me too.

Toilets Hate Me!!!

I've just had a most unbearable and depressing time at Subang Parade, well initially anyways. Why can't all toilets at shopping complexes incorporate the same system as KLCC? Where the queue starts at the beginning of the row of toilets, and you get to go if it is your turn/next in line? In other places, no......you wish. You pick a stall, and you wait. And wait...and you start to wonder why the heck is this person taking so long...and you see others go after you. And you start wondering whether there IS a person inside or are you just plain dumb for queuing there? You want to check, but it seems embarassing to put your ear to the stall. OR...whether to start lining up at another stall, but would kill yourself if WHEN you just start queueing elsewhere, this freaking person would THEN come out. After the mental anguish of waiting and waiting, you can't take it anymore, and start queuing at another stall, only to REALIZE your worst nightmare, and someone who JUST enterred the toilet just swooshed into the stall you just gave up on. And you so feel like kiling this poor old lady who just came out. Then you begin to question why am I ALWAYS the unlucky one?? It's mental I tell ya!! And it's not the first time!!! Toilets HATE me!!! WHY can't the stupid management use their head abit huh???! WHY????

Arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think that is probably why I went to buy myself a pair of plastic specs!!!

p.s This post is not meant to be funny! It's really frustrating! I'm gonna write to their management now!!!!!!!!!

I strolled upon someone's blog and found this. I wonder what I'll get if I submit this letter to my boss, heh.

Today is Easter, the most important day in our Christian calendar. I am unfortunately one of those people who worships Christmas more. Alas, I've succumbed to commersialisation as Fr OC would concur. I have now become this person who just live to work..and for the little time I have to spare I would be sleeping. Christmas has come and gone, and so has Easter. I wonder how many more Christmas/Easter I'll have to see swing by me without me getting onto the bandwagon. I've not done anything this lent to renew and strenghten my currently brittle faith. I can only envy from afar people who has fasted through lent and prayed hard, and can say to themselves, hey, it has been a trying lent, but thank God Easter is here.. The bible is just sitting on the table next to my laptop, and I can now see just a thin layer of dust collecting on the surface, from the corner of my eye.

Sigh..now people know why I "shouldn't" blog, you get anything but chirpiness here. Lol.

Anyway, just to digress from my somewhat pathetic-ness, I'll just continue with more pathetic-ness, lol. Let me just give you some history on the theme to Profound Logic. I originally derived {Profound Logic} after considering that the theme to this blog would be a cross between God and intelligence-something I want to identify myself at that time, which was someone who craves to deepen one's relationship with God and be logic-ly sound. That would explain "profound" (besides that someone once commented that I'm profound, which I totally am =P), "logic"-chess related and probably the rubiks cube. Even the two people holding laptops, which I initially thought was a good idea since well, initially this blog started with the idea where 2 persons would be blogging, which has now become, well, how shall I put it, one person. Hence, back to profound. heh.

For all those who can say that Easter has been good, you know there's at least one person who'd envy you, heh.

Happy Easter. God loved the world so much that He gave His only son.