Irene’s Christmas Wishlist

-Music box got a box from dad.. >.<
-Cosmetics (except lipstick/lipgloss/lip-stuff, nailpolish, Bodyshop)
-Hairbrush bought myself.. >.<
-Bathrobe don't see the need for it now..in a tropical climate like this, lol.
-Snazzy shaped house phone
-"House Arrest" VCD/DVD (been searching forever...)
-Huge huggable soft-toy (cat/dog/teddy... no doraemon, genuine cats only... not one afraid of mice. hehehe) --->
-Tennis skirt
-Alarm clock scratch that!!! don't need it after much thought.. >.< -Digicam with tripod
-Smart Money board game (available in MPH)
-Air ticket to London (round trip, no one way... =_=")
-Donut pillow... haha.

there... i updated :P

~inspired by Iylia.. who unfortunately does not read this. haah.

i posted the lyrics to this 2 years ago, and now here's the music video... :) mayb in the next 2 years i will get up on a table and sing, live. LOL.. i shall not frighten ppl off with such an idea.

Happy Christmas.

HAHAHA!!! i like the human "meow" LOL

How good it must be to have this wish fulfilled!

That dream, this dream, I have many, and...

All of them, all of them, all of them, he grants all of them

He grants them with his miraculous pocket

How about flying freely in the sky?

Sure, Bamboo-Copter!

Oh, oh, oh - How i love you,

Doraemon...

Oh, oh, oh - How i love you,

Doraemon...

Note: Don't you ever wonder what the lyrics mean while singing along to the Doraemon song? :P

i had a really strange dream yesterday..a bunch of us were stranded somewhere off the south china sea, after a shipwreck..at some small island, at the mercy of the steadily ascending tide..was pretty horrifying..we initially wanted to sit on logs or make a raft of some sort to paddle ourselves to kelantan/terengganu..which was actually really really far. imagine, just logs?! there was alot of us to sit on just logs or poorly constructed rafts due to lack of resources and skill, even. a majority finally decided against it, but everyone was getting panicked easily due to the tide which could wipe us all anytime then.

i remember me and a friend decided to call someone at the coast (and amazingly there was a phone and a working line and in my dream, it was a really brilliant idea that dunno why noone has thought of..compared to the near 0% chance of survival idea if we were to pursue the first one) but unfortunately noone there at the coast believed to come and save us. even wanted to call the national head police but probably dunno the number. haah :P

meanwhile, we were exploring through the island (or was it one of the rooms in our ship) and found a library..lol. i remembered me and the same friend (really faceless to me now..) was looking through some law books, having a crash course which was probably the last thing you wanna do out here on a deserted island, trying to check whether we can outwit those police at the coast to believe us somehow. and i really dunno how does that link with reading law. then we had this brilliant idea to look for law students..coz we gave up with going through the law books, constantly with thoughts of death lingering close..really can't concentrate..

found a 3rd year, who we enquired whether she knows anyone more senior than her, alive and currently in the same predicament as us..and we finally found a couple of 5th years. all i remember of the conversation we had with the law student was something about if we were to call them (coastguards/police), they can be persecuted and to be held accountable for our deaths in the event such thing is realised. so we decided to call again and threaten them with our newfound knowledge..think it worked, coz the next scene was help being rendered pretty swiftly..haha.

so what was that about? lol

woken up by the alarm @ 8.50am..darn..never knew what happened..

on a side note, i feel really liberated!! dunno why..maybe i'm finally away from something that i thought i'm over with, well, at least i AM over with, now..well, here's to new beginnings! =)

hHAAHHAHAHAHAHah...and no, i'm not drunk...

CAT WASH!!!!

inhumane way of washing your cat...



vs...

a more tlc way...



i think in any event, cats and water don't mix. haha.

LOL!!!

From Irene's tag request department...

1. The person who tagged u is?
Clair
Joseph

2. Ur relationship with him/her is:
Friends from church

3. 5 impressions u have of him/her:
Easily tickled (not literally), observant, talkative, loves food, sarcastic
Too 'cool', a little weird, sensible, quiet, very random

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for u:
Remembered that my ankle is still sprained eventhough I myself have half-forgotten about it
Entertain me on msn when I'm so bored

5. The most memorable thing he/she has done for u:
Isn't this a repeat? bleh

6. If he/she becomes ur lover, u will:
SCREAM! Wake me up from this nightmare!
How ya doing? =P

7. If he/she becomes ur lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh......how come still haven't woken up?!
Don't act too 'cool'....it's a little weird....chill more....smile more....>confident

8. If he/she becomes ur enemy, u will:
Be very sad...=(
Steal all his pets at home

9. If he/she becomes ur enemy, u will:
Hey, it's a repeat again! What a conspiracy

10. The most desirable thing u want to do for him/her now is:
If only Rain's heart can be purchased....HAHA
I desire him to drive me around in his soon-to-be-new black MyVi. HAHA

11. Ur overall impression of him/her is:
Gossiper....source of news....can be newscaster with words shooting out 200wpm...
A little weird and arrogant at times...

12. How u think ppl around u will feel about u:
Shy and lanci, heartless? Bad listener....actually I'm not wei....lol

13. The characteristic that u love about urself is:
Pretty inside and out =P

14. The characteristic u hate about urself is:
Shy and self-conscious

15. The most ideal person u want to be is:
Someone confident and matured in speech and thought

16. For ppl that care and like u, say something to them:
Thanks for caring. You will be greatly rewarded..... =)

Excellente!

Always wanted to get one of these...it is INDEED, the greatest gift, for ME. Only RM400. Cheap what. LOL

Happy Belated Merdeka, Malaysia

Ratatouille - one word, scrumptuous! Just loved the animation, and Paris, o how lovely! lol...Movie makers should make more food-related movies...and take my advice, if you're gonna watch this show for the first time on the big screen (which I highly doubt anyone will be), buy some popcorn! My stomach was literally rumbling halfway through the show, made me repeatedly regret for not going in with the slightest bit of food!! (OR, just don't go in with an almost-empty stomach like I did)

Absolutely love this kind of food show...hehe =P More food show!!!!!!!!!!

Glorious food..................

Example of food =P

You and I Both (Jason Mraz)

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now,
Oh love, no
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore, mmm...
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have to go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, out of words.

:) my idea of singing...

I just wanna say, the Ivy I know in Edinburgh is sOOOoo different from the one in KL...haha. (She's sOOoo gonna kill me for writing this) Well, let's see...she is so more responsible, know exactly where to get the cheapest milk, eggs, potatoes, etc, know how to put her cullinary skills to use, where to go, and so forth...apparently her reason was that she is not so free here to roam as she pleases in KL, what with me coming home half dead after work, and ending up sleeping and not layaning her as much. Excuses! haha. Come on, the reason I'm saying this is, I was really impressed by your maturity over there! haha.

Anyway, just to update on certain things, (and after being chided by Joseph for not updating) I recently went to watch the Simpsons, and as it turned out, unexpectedly, that I liked it more than what I've expected. So, go, heed my advice, lol, and watch it as it's quite entertaining and hilarious.

Also unexpectedly, we accidentally bought the Harry Potter book (7th and last) twice. Reason being both me and Ivy AND dad was equally as kiasu on the day it was out for sale. So now we have a second copy and I am looking for a buyer who would be willing to take it in exchange for RM80. Please let me know if you're interested, yes? Anyone at all...lol. Oh yea, it's the children's version. So very colourful one. =P

I've finally finished reading Pride and Prejudice, gosh, after reading 1-2 chapters a day for close to 2 months! Congrats to me!

By the way, I've tendered from my current job and will start the new job next month. I hope it's a good decision...

P.s Clair Leong! Happy birthday dear..congrats on turning 20. And, despite popular belief, I didn't forget! =)

omg..Can't believe i found this long forgotten picture (from HOI yahoo webpage) of us taking part in bakat asayo 2004..i think i should be the 7th from the left. 7th! imagine that, my favourite number too. lol. We were singing "Knocking on the doors of heaven"..It's really funny reading the comments too.

Although we came in last didn't win, (heh) that year was a most memorable one while in my first year (i believe) in Lifeline.

3 years already?!

ok..this is what happens when you get jetlag..emo!!!!!!!!!!!!! why can't i sleep?! i really need to get some sleep or else i'll look like crap on Monday! i'll just go cry now. bleh bleh bleh..

edit: can't believe i can't sleep till the sun and some birds are even up. now, i feel like the walking dead...

Calton Hill

"The Presentation Seat Programme was set up by The Corporation of The City of Edinburgh after World War II. Sir William Y. Darling, the war-time Lord Provost, presented the first bench in memory of his uncle, Dr. Alexander Darling. It was placed on the South side of Princes Street opposite his shop at 124 Princes Street.

The example set by Sir William Darling was to encourage fellow shopkeepers and businesses to donate seats opposite their premises and a campaign was started "Seats for Citizens" to improve seating on Princes Street. "

source: http://www.edinburgh.gov.uk/

Beautiful poem by the way. This was found at Calton Hill, on our second walk there. However, was somewhat tainted by a rather creepy guy wearing tight Nike spandex who made several rounds back to where we were. He was smiling creepily too, which has forced us to make haste. All this took place while we were walking towards that somewhat isolated corner, which we thought promised us with a little privacy and well, today, with its share of creepy looking fella. While we were making our way, I kept in sight a Border Collie bobbing about at the corner of my eye. My fascination with four legged furballs have yet to cease. As we turned the corner, we ran into the Border Collie which was equally surprised. Why does it had to be at that corner?! I was expecting it to bob out into view a little sooner than that, but no..... and you know poor me, who scares easily, let out a tiny squeal at the sight of it.

We walked around and took some shots of each other. And of course, of the panoramic view of the city from a high place. Lol. How many places you know in Malaysia have such space to for such breathtaking views?

Coming around the hill, we saw a really huge pillared remain, Edinburgh's Folly. According to my camwhoring buddy, Edinburgers (obviously not what they call themselves) wanted to build something like the pantheon but halfway through due to obvious bad planning...they ran out of money. That's why its left there to remind the people of Edinburgh not to be so foolish. There was no feasible way to go up for the purpose of indulging in our camwhoring pleasures on those few slab of stones...saw some youngsters up there though, who did made it up. I could have made it up, since I'm rather tall myself, ahem, or so I believed...unfortunately, I'm of a soul who needed much encouragement which was not fed to its justice by my other camwhoring buddy.

And of course, IF those youngsters weren't there to see me struggle my limbs, pathetically, onto what can only be known as a folly slab of stone anyways. =P

One thing that often amazes me about this city is how everyone looks like "ang mo's" despite how diverse they look. It's not in their hair or eye colour. You just recognise them as non-Asians. Like in their more protruding eyebrow, deeper eye sockets and sharper nose structure.

It was a really windy day yesterday. About 9-10 degrees apparently. Must have layered myself with almost four layers including a shawl. Was walking along Princes Street when I saw a poor, obviously shivering dog out in the cold, holding a hat out with its teeth, begging for change, right in front of its owner, who was playing a guitar and harmonica. I felt very sad indeed. =(

After braving abit of the chilly summer wind, we finally managed to catch a bus to Tesco, which was fairly far out from the city. Felt good to be on a bus ride that lasted more than 5 minutes, like the recent one we took to Penicuik where I saw a sign which read "Danger Troops Crossing" which I felt regretful for loudly pronouncing it as "hanger" with a "d" instead of its obviously correct pronunciation of "ranger" with a "d". I didn't catch what it meant then. Ivy's friend, Mei Chan, was laughing away so hilariously that I didn't know at first what has come to her. Thought she was easily amused like many of Ivy's friends who are quite so, each time I open my mouth. It's only on the way back when I again saw the sign that I realised my blurness, oh gosh, which resulted in another uproar from MC (and myself). If there were more people on board the second deck of the bus, they'd probably gonna think these are Loony Asians high on, I dunno, water?!

Lol.

There were not many days where the sun blazed in its full summer spendour despite having been here for close to a month. According to sister, it was even exactly the wintery weather they normally experience, and this was just when we decided to buy a day (bus) ticket. This has resulted in the day ticket not quite utilised as to how I'd imagined we joy-riding in, since we felt (more like I) lethargic from the chilly and often drowsy-on-the-eyes weather.

Our trip to Tesco has resulted in me having to lug two more books back to KL; Life of Pi and Pride and Prejudice, besides another book I bought on How to raise a happy and healthy cat, the latter obviously was due to it being very worth-buying. Well, at least I get to feast my eyes on all the incredibly cute and colorful pictures of cats in the book even if my wish to own a real one may never be realised, or rather not as soon as NOW.

I'm currently working on Pride and Prejudice and I WILL finish it.

People here are very nice indeed, what with occassionally providing me with home-cooked meals, top notched baked cakes and cookies while watching runs of Count of Monte Cristo in French, thank goodness for English subtitles. That's 8 hours of that Count, by the way. But nothing can top watching Pride and Prejudice, with the dashingly handsome Mr Darcy (Matthew MacFadyen) which I proudly pronounce the most handsome of them all!

Ivy is also constantly trying to convert me to being a House fan, to no avail. Not today, though.

Ahhh.....life is bliss indeed, with my three meals a day. Good work at making me slightly rounder, dear sister! Please remind me to return the favour. =P

I shall leave with this "National Geographic Quality" picture taken proudly by yours truly...presenting the ducks and swans of Salisbury Crag! Woohoo.... =P

Smart Dog!!!!!!!!!! =)

Ok..I don't normally do all these things that pat ppl do..lol..but just to pei min this che-che called clair leong..else she dowan to friend me adi..bleh.

1. 5 things found in my bag
-wallet
-mp3
-handphone
-keys
-makeup set
..like duh, what else could there be.

2. 5 things found in your wallet
-cash and coins
-many, many cards..
-plaster
-passport pic
-fish manhattan sticker..to get discounts..
..again, this is also quite the regular things..

3. 5 favourite things in your room
-blanket
-pillow
-books in the box at the foot of my bed..which I don't read. Just to see and admire the cover. haha!
-accessories and blings..hehe
-music trinket playing music of the night..
..most favourite probably my blanket la..my great grandma made it and I love the quilt..

4. 5 things you've always wanted to do
-go to KK, climb mountain =P of course, need to build on fitness..Bukit Gasing/FRIM also wanna vomit liao. haha
-take a nice long sabbatical and tour some place with *ahem, like paris or safari! But need to find *ahem first..haha.
-set up an animal sanctuary
-get a makeover..bleh
-make lots of money to do the above..especially #2 and #3
..so I guess that's six things to do..sigh.

5. 5 things you're currently into
-hafta pack adi!!! more like something that's constantly on my mind..
-jamie cullum..seen him anywhere? text me please. hah.
-find harry potter when I get to london..oh, and Diagon Alley! buy some magic wands and firebolt. haha.
-watching funny cats and dogs video clips on youtube..
-things bought at flea market..must be the broke symptom knocking on my door.

6. 5 persons that you tagged
-hmm..don't think there's even 5 persons reading this..so anyone lor. I'm sure clair is lhao. haha.

-nah! done..

Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude
You are the one thing that keeps me smiling
That's why I'm always wishing hard for you

'Cause your light shines so bright
I don't feel no solitude
You are my first star at night
I'd be lost in space without you

And I'll never lose my faith in you
How will I ever get to heaven, if I do

Feels just so fine
When we touch the sky me and you
This is my idea of heaven
Why can't it always be so good?

But it's all right, I know you're out there
Doing what you've gotta do
You are my soul satellite
I'd be lost in space without you

~Lighthouse Family

Long lost song I heard in the car. Nice lyrics. Now, why can't anyone sing that to me? I'm waiting... =P

A feeble attempt to stir, fry, boil, steam, toast, grill, whatever, to get my brains go through some form of activity!!

Don't know why on and off, I'll be dreaming about this fishes in a fishtank. The water keeps getting murkier each time this scene appear in my dream. Not to mention, I kept getting panicked not knowing when was the last time I've fed the poor fishes. They look like the same ones...sad.
Lesson #1: DO NOT get a fish.

My brains are not working...I really need to hit some books, like now, seriously. Sometimes, I can't even follow conversations, simply because I couldn't catch what people are saying, not that I'm disinterested. The other day when I went for an interview, I found out that I seriously sucked at BM! I can't write what I want to simply because I don't know the words I wanted to express..so I just strike out the point I wanted to write...what the crap. Darn it...I enjoyed being smart. I was smart before! I like how teachers treat me when I was smart. I want that back! Give me back my brains! haha. sad.
Lesson #2: Pick up a book and start reading!

I'm such a Gemini. I get along best with only one friend at a time. Hard for me to go in packs.
Lesson #3: I'm such a keeper! You know you have my full attention, dear friend. hahahaah.

I dreamt about this guy from work who asked me to be his gf. It was so sweet, and cause of that I kinda liked him, just because he appeared in my dream! haha, like that also can ah. Now shy adi whenever see him around. Just shows how kesian-ed I am. What the crap..
Lesson #4: Wake up earlier and stop day-dreaming (like sleeping during the day), before you fall for everyone in the office and start acting silly.

One more I promise..nowadays, I feel bravier going to the gym. After reading about all this gay stories, and witnessing some really friendly scenarios at the weight-lifting section, lol, I feel that there are other species who should feel more insecure than the x-chromosome ones. haha. This one no lesson, just enjoy gym to the max!

ok, wanna go sleep liao. the end.

This is not at all how
We thought it was supposed to be
We had so many plans for you
We had so many dreams
And now you've gone away
And left us with the memories of your smile
And nothing we can say
And nothing we can do
Can take away the pain
The pain of losing you, but ...

We can cry with hope
We can say goodbye with hope
'Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no
And we can grieve with hope
'Cause we believe with hope
There's a place where we'll see your face again
We'll see your face again

And never have I known
Anything so hard to understand
And never have I questioned more
The wisdom of God's plan
But through the cloud of tears
I see the Father's smile and say well done
And I imagine you
Where you wanted most to be
Seeing all your dreams come true
'Cause now you're home
And now you're free, and ...

We have this hope as an anchor
'Cause we believe that everything
God promised us is true, so ...

We wait with hope
And we ache with hope
We hold on with hope
We let go with hope

~Steven Curtis Chapman

I love this song. Although it's really sad. Was listening to this CD while picking out some songs for Anne. His songs are pretty awesome..

On Top Of Spaghetti

(Not entirely original but pretty much)
By Tom Glazer

On top of spaghetti all covered with cheese.
I lost my poor meatball when somebody sneezed.

It rolled off the table, it rolled on the floor,
And then my poor meatball rolled out of the door.

It rolled in the garden and under a bush,
And then my poor meatball was nothing but mush.

The mush was as tasty as tasty could be,
And early next summer it grew to a tree.

The tree was all covered, all covered with moss.
It grew great big meatballs and tomato sauce.

So if you eat spaghetti all covered with cheese,
Hold on to your meatball 'cause someone might sneeze.

And yeah, toilets hate me too.

Toilets Hate Me!!!

I've just had a most unbearable and depressing time at Subang Parade, well initially anyways. Why can't all toilets at shopping complexes incorporate the same system as KLCC? Where the queue starts at the beginning of the row of toilets, and you get to go if it is your turn/next in line? In other places, no......you wish. You pick a stall, and you wait. And wait...and you start to wonder why the heck is this person taking so long...and you see others go after you. And you start wondering whether there IS a person inside or are you just plain dumb for queuing there? You want to check, but it seems embarassing to put your ear to the stall. OR...whether to start lining up at another stall, but would kill yourself if WHEN you just start queueing elsewhere, this freaking person would THEN come out. After the mental anguish of waiting and waiting, you can't take it anymore, and start queuing at another stall, only to REALIZE your worst nightmare, and someone who JUST enterred the toilet just swooshed into the stall you just gave up on. And you so feel like kiling this poor old lady who just came out. Then you begin to question why am I ALWAYS the unlucky one?? It's mental I tell ya!! And it's not the first time!!! Toilets HATE me!!! WHY can't the stupid management use their head abit huh???! WHY????

Arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think that is probably why I went to buy myself a pair of plastic specs!!!

p.s This post is not meant to be funny! It's really frustrating! I'm gonna write to their management now!!!!!!!!!

I strolled upon someone's blog and found this. I wonder what I'll get if I submit this letter to my boss, heh.

Today is Easter, the most important day in our Christian calendar. I am unfortunately one of those people who worships Christmas more. Alas, I've succumbed to commersialisation as Fr OC would concur. I have now become this person who just live to work..and for the little time I have to spare I would be sleeping. Christmas has come and gone, and so has Easter. I wonder how many more Christmas/Easter I'll have to see swing by me without me getting onto the bandwagon. I've not done anything this lent to renew and strenghten my currently brittle faith. I can only envy from afar people who has fasted through lent and prayed hard, and can say to themselves, hey, it has been a trying lent, but thank God Easter is here.. The bible is just sitting on the table next to my laptop, and I can now see just a thin layer of dust collecting on the surface, from the corner of my eye.

Sigh..now people know why I "shouldn't" blog, you get anything but chirpiness here. Lol.

Anyway, just to digress from my somewhat pathetic-ness, I'll just continue with more pathetic-ness, lol. Let me just give you some history on the theme to Profound Logic. I originally derived {Profound Logic} after considering that the theme to this blog would be a cross between God and intelligence-something I want to identify myself at that time, which was someone who craves to deepen one's relationship with God and be logic-ly sound. That would explain "profound" (besides that someone once commented that I'm profound, which I totally am =P), "logic"-chess related and probably the rubiks cube. Even the two people holding laptops, which I initially thought was a good idea since well, initially this blog started with the idea where 2 persons would be blogging, which has now become, well, how shall I put it, one person. Hence, back to profound. heh.

For all those who can say that Easter has been good, you know there's at least one person who'd envy you, heh.

Happy Easter. God loved the world so much that He gave His only son.

The loneliest place in the world is without You
Too many of my days Lord, I’ve tried to spend there
Searching for what I know was only found in You
I strayed so far away, I wasn’t sure You were still there
But deep in my heart was a faint security
And I could almost feel Your open arms
And hear You say to me

Prodigal son, come back to my love
You are the one, that my heart seeks for
Whatever you’ve done, I cannot even remember
Although there are many in my house
It’s still empty without my prodigal son

Have You so much mercy You would pardon me
It’s so hard to believe Your love would hide my sins
And even though You take the past far away from me
Could this be a chance to have my place in You again
Speak clear to me Lord that my faith would fully mend
If this is a chance to come home
Then would You please say again

And what makes you think, I’m no longer your Father
For nothing can separate you from My love
And each day I go out to the road where you departed
Saying maybe today my lost one will come
And in hopes of your return I stand with open arms saying

Irene says:
i can't believe i've just taken expired maggi
Irene says:
and my gut kept telling me something's wrong
Ivy says:
u can take it
Ivy says:
so long as u mi goreng it
Ivy says:
i think
Irene says:
no..i cooked soup it
Irene says:
dropped in an egg
Ivy says:
well...i think it's the wax on the noodle that goes bad
Ivy says:
take it from someone with lots of experience
Irene says:
when i tink of it, the noodle does taste really bad
Ivy says:
just boil it off and it'll taste fine
Ivy says:
the seasoning is fine too
Irene says:
no, it really taste weird
Ivy says:
yah i know
Irene says:
shit!!!!!!!!!
Irene says:
possible diarrhoea coming up
Ivy says:
free ride
Ivy says:
i read in the papers that they are using dogs to sniff out pirated cd's
Ivy says:
yah
Irene says:
i don really constipate nowadays..
Irene says:
shit..and i was hungry..
Ivy says:
good good
Irene says:
looking for salvation in maggi. but it totally betrayed me
Ivy says:
just only?
Irene says:
yes just. i just washed the plates and called it a day
Ivy says:
Irene says:
even the soup taste weird
Irene says:
should i vomit
Ivy says:
u were too hungry to stop?
Irene says:
yea..sorta..
Ivy says:
u shd hav some other alternative at hand
Ivy says:
to save u
Ivy says:
haha
Irene says:
i kept telling my mind, the good part is yet to come
Irene says:
taste bud abit slow today, which i found weird
Irene says:
and i put in so much of the seasoning. ha.
Ivy says:
eek
Ivy says:
double eek
Irene says:
damm it
Ivy says:
so i don't want to repeat myself....u know wht to do next time right?
Ivy says:
about 1/4 to 1/3 of the seasoning will do for mi goreng
Ivy says:
hehehe
Irene says:
huh..what u talking about
Irene says:
1/4??
Irene says:
1/3???
Ivy says:
a quarter of the seasoning packet?
Irene says:
wah. i went from 1/2 to 3/4
Irene says:
haha.

DRESSES

I stumbled upon little black book's blogspot..lol..and decided to post some of my favourite gorgeous dresses from their label..mainly for MY own entertainment purposes. Looking at dresses make me happy..lol =) So here they are in no particular order..








Happyness...hehehe. I have the last one, though in brown. Darn it, blue looks nice too!

~pictures are obviously courtesy of littleblackbookmy.blogspot.com

Change my heart oh God
Make it ever true
Change my heart oh God
May I be like You

You are the potter
I am the clay
Mold me and make me
This is what I pray

One of my grandaunt passed away last week, which we last visited her during CNY. She looked terminal then. She had lung cancer, although a non-smoker. We reckoned it was due to passive smoking, since both her sons were smokers. At times like this, I just can't help to be angry at all those people who are smokers and have overlooked their loved ones for the sake of their own selfish content. Come on, for goodness sake!

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Sometimes, reading other people's blogs give me some insight into my past and how I was so blind. I think I've screwed up some of my relationships with people I used to be close to. And I didn't even remember how we got to being such strangers.

Currently, I'm trying to work out how I can refinance my car, or probably sell it off..quit my other commitments (like fitness center and my liking to shop) to ultimately quit my job. I'm still thinking when I should as I wanted to get 3 years from my current job, but I don't think I'm doing such a good job in time management and especially in managing the people, i.e managers/clients. February next year seems like a long time to go, which means I need to go through another peak period, which I totally dread. And since I'm so retarded in my social skills, that kinda made the situation better.

After quitting, I would like to take time off, stay with sister over in UK and see how long I can live off her. lol..

hating life...I need a break.

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by the way, I was really surprised to get an sms from some people from sfx who invited me to join their choir..wonder how they got my number, since I have hardly spoken to them and never thought they knew I existed..what is even more weird, I don't even join the choir in ckk. Really weird...

Being one of those grains of sand
I get blown all around the world
And what I make of it
Oh I don't know
What's the meaning of it
Oh I don't know

I've been around so many times
That the worlds turning in my mind
What do I think of it
Oh it's so so

What more can you be than the things they say you've been

Say you love me all around the world
Stay and hug me all around the world
Be yours a boy or be mine a girl
Just say you love me

~Simply Red

The kids round here look just like sticks
They trade old licks with a beat up six
I just smile and catch the groove

Gothic girls all dress in black
Serious as heart attacks
It takes a little bit of getting used to

The old man with the whiskey stains
Lost the night forgot his name
His poor wife will sleep alone again
And it aint hard to understand
Why she's holding on to her own hand

It's midnight in chelsea, midnight in chelsea
No ones asking me for favors
No ones looking for a savoir
They're too busy saving me

J. bon jovi, dave stewart

There is no problem too big
God cannot solve it
There is no mountain too tall
He cannot move it

There is no storm too dark
God cannot calm it
There is no sorrow too deep
He cannot soothe it

If He carried the weight of the world
Upon His shoulder
I know, my brother, that He will carry you

If He carried the weight of the world
Upon His shoulder
I know, my sister, that He will carry you

For De-Stressing...

Sugar pie, honey bunch
You know that I love you
I can't help myself
I love you and nobody else

In and out my life
You come and you go
Leaving just your picture behind
And I kissed it a thousand times

When you snap your finger or wink your eye
I come a-running to you
I'm tied to your apron strings
And there's nothing that I can do

If anyone got this sms Tahniah..anda menang RM.9000 from Akademi Fantasia 4 from this long weird number..it's a tipu..I think I might have called Indonesia out of curiosity. Lol...

Darn it.. got conned again.

I've just had the worst dinner ever...

Mental note: Don't ever order Seafood Au Gratin at Victoria's Station. It's so nauseating, someone should sue!!

Oh gosh, I think it's riding up again...

Lessons from Bruce Almighty

Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here there can be no denying
One of us is changing or maybe we've just stopped trying

And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide and I just can't fake it

It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy and I feel like a fool

There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you

I've been ignoring God pretty much lately..been quite ashamed of myself. Stems from my laziness to even take the initiative to pray. I felt that He's ignoring me anyways. Can't blame Him though, I mean, if you ignore someone, most of the time, they'll ignore you as well, right? I've even asked Him for a sign for me to continue serving. I don't really wanna do it anymore this year. But how on earth is He gonna give me a sign when I don't read His word?? I didn't really think much about it after that.

So when I watched Bruce Almighty yesterday afternoon, it was a pretty strong cue when Morgan Freeman aka God said, "You can't make someone to love you, if I know how to make someone to love me, my job is done."

Free will was ultimately what was granted to us from our inception. And God doesn't interfere with that. When I heard the actor saying it (felt like he was uttering the words directly at me), it stirred me rather powderfully. Well, apart from my almost empty stomach from my early brunch-cum-gym session.

Well, maybe He is trying to tell me something.

Either ways, I hope the line in Bruce Almighty moves some of you people out there and hopefully inspires you to do something about it, especially if you find your relationship with God rather dwindling of late..